hell0z(:

today was actually an alright day, as compared to e previous days. but.. now, its just as bad.

i shall not type much la.
took back maths paper. and i failed. 11/30. wth. i was darn sad la. i studied like dunoe what. &somemore ledaht e marks&have to ren qi. argh. i cant take it anymore le laas. studies&studies. results&results. are making miee so stress up&so sad. ):

den we had eng&lit marr. did reading rites.
den watch a few videos, which were interesting.

after dhat.. heard sth. shall not say here..

den chinese. chatted with hy,danil,jh,wl&xiaoching. its e only time when i'm happy..
chatting with them gives miee no stress at all. gives miee happiness. allows miee to go mad. (:

den after sch. chemistry tuition. its alright la.
but my chemistry test didnt do well. i studied so hard la..

i finally is willing to admit to myself dhat i'm stress up le. i'm sad.
i dont know why no matter how muchh effort i put in, i cant do well. ): i put in hell loads of effort&others just take tips&copy can do muchh better. where's tian li?
I'M SO LOST. WHATEVER I DO SEEMS WRONG, NO MATTER HOW MUCH EFFORT I HAD PUT IN. ):

i hate it when i see dhat. i hate it when i'm not myself. i hate it when i haffta ren. i hate it.. I HATE IT!!!
)': )': )':

wo bu zhi dao gai zhe me ban? ):
wo bu xiang zai zhe mo xia qu le.

everyday in sch. i am like alright. but.. who knows abt what i'm thinking? i love chinese lesson. i can be with ppl who will make miee really relax. and forget abt results and all. chinese brings no stress. other subjects brings miee too muchh of unwanted stress.

haha, how funny could things be? i will sad de. i have gan jue de. but i nevber knew dhat i will take my studies so seriously-tooseriously.&getting all these results makes miee sad. &seeing all dhat makes miee pissed. WHY?

i dont feel like continuing my entry le. shall end here. ):
where's e happy miee?

I LOVE PPL WONT DO ANYTHING DHAT MAKES MIEE SAD. (rahh, i changed my way of writing le. (x )
tmr's lit e role play. i hope our group can do well.